Did you ever wonder why we are put on certain paths? What is it about this life that takes us in so many obscure directions… where others continue on a straight and narrow line, seeing so little. I wonder why those who are so privileged to experience awareness beyond modern society are those who struggle so much more, and fight that much harder. Is there some rhyme to the reason? I can’t tell you why I am thinking this, but it is something I wonder so often. It is like a child cancer patient. If you have ever seen an interview or spoken to a child with cancer, it is like talking to an old wise man or something of that sort. Just so advanced and full of wisdom in a young and frail body. I don’t understand the parity. It is like a Rose, beautiful, yet a life span so short. Does a rose feel birth and death? Do they effect the world’s energy when they die? Are our energies all connected so that the ripples have gone from those in a quiet pond to a ravenous Ocean? It seems that way… the changes in our world… the increased violence and increased chaos that seems so natural and so daily. It is almost a second nature to people. They don’t even blink while watching the news when they hear of another shooting or bombing in Israel. I can’t imagine losing that much emotion and becoming so numb to so much pain around. Please let that never happen to me. I always said that the day I get used to a child leaving, growing, dying, crying or smiling at me, is the day I walk away. To be desensitized is to close ones heart and spirit. Without spiritual growth, there is no growth. The physical body is simply a vehicle in this realm of reality. Who we are, our hearts, our souls, our emotion, our commotion… it is our energy, who we are. There is simply no requirement of anything additional to grow… that is except love. Love truly has no definition, yet it is something that the world is starving for. Hunger, pain, dire straits. Internet dating, bar hopping, searching for more than a passerby… is that not what we are all looking for in some way? That is why it cannot be explained, nor examined. It is simply the spirit, the energy, the non-physical coinciding with a physical reality………