I look out into the vast ocean.
Feeling a wave of overwhelming emotion.
Waves crash against the shoreline.
Reminding me of the continuum of time.
Here I remember today.
The one true love that got away.
Reflecting on mistakes from my past.
Reflecting on the moments that did not last.
Reaching into the depths of my soul.
Waiting for my heart to once again grow.
Fighting myself on who I am.
Hoping to regain the dignity that I can.
Living each day as it is my last.
Running away from every hour of my past.
Lost in obscure illusion.
Awaiting a wanted intrusion.
In my days to come.
In my visions of one.
I look out into the ocean.
No longer feeling emotion.